Hey friends ,
Do you ever wonder if you’re on the right path? If your efforts are worthwhile and well directed? I do! I often wonder that and have most of my life . But lately I’ve been shown some signs that I AM indeed on the right path . I know it sounds strange but I believe in things I’ve never seen with my eyes. I have faith in a divine plan. I just know that all of the beauty of the world and of nature is not an accident . It’s not random. I don’t believe it’s all a series of coincidences . And lately I’ve been seeing matching numbers every day . Every time I’d look at a clock or my odometer or the gas pump or the cash register or anywhere there is a number I would see sets of 3 or 4 matching numbers . But much more significantly I went to the doctor this week and guess what? He said I’m perfectly healthy! That my levels are all that of a person who is young and healthy ! I went to the doctor to get my prescriptions for thyroid and blood pressure medication and to establish care out here in California and he sent me away with no blood pressure medication because he said I don’t need it and he said I barely need the thyroid medication but it won’t hurt me to take it. I’ve never been told that I was perfectly healthy. I’ve always had them tell me I’d be healthier if I lost weight etc . And even though I’ve been working my butt off to get healthy I was still astonished that it had actually worked! And then today my mom was heading off to our studio and she was telling me she wished I could come with her to craft and hang out but I couldn’t because I have my Jolene and she is still a wild thing so I can’t take her to our studio and she almost never lets me craft but my mom said hey I’m really glad I’ve gotten to have this time living with you because she said she’s always known I was a good person and then she got emotional and couldn’t finish her thought but just gave me a thumbs up. And you know what? That was the most meaningful thumbs up I’ve ever gotten. The fact that my mom has seen me every day all day and she sees that I genuinely try my hardest to be a good person . I feel like I am seen . I feel like it’s all been worth it , my dear friends . So my point in all of this is to say never give up! The people that matter the most will see you and acknowledge you for your efforts and even if they don’t say it to you straight out, you will know that you are trying to be your best self for yourself and all of your loved ones . As my son said “sometimes the universe knows that you need a little bit more than just blind faith to reassure you” and sometimes you get just what you really needed if you just keep trying .